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Artist | Student | Varied
A young Introvert who hides in a masquerade of shyness and silence...

A lurker and procrastinator...

Some stuff about me

:bulletgreen: Currently into Youtubers right most of my deviations are youtuber related. Particularly Pewdiepie and Cryaotic.

:bulletgreen: I really love Rpg games! espescially 2D and old 8-bit ones.

:bulletgreen: Cute things,chibi things are <3 but Surreal,creepy and gory things are <3333

:bulletgreen: Well...I can't think of anything else to say but I guess I like the color green and putting bullets in my profile...

Welcome to my profile :iconfeelingfreeplz:

Reinvent yourself
It's been a while since I have opened this account I guess...

Ever since I was younger people always tell me how good I am at drawing, and how I should take up fine arts for college so that I could develop those skills, My parents would buy me paper and art materials just so I could draw to my heart's content. Whenever I draw I feel like I could express everything in my mind that I couldn't say verbally. Each character,landscape and scenes I drew portrayed the creativeness of my young mind.

I loved drawing.

But as I grew older I realized that drawing isn't anything more than a hobby for me. I have grown quiet tired of it...I feel like as I age another year I drift more and more away from the world of art. I have always thought that it maybe just art block or that maybe I am just lazy; But it wasn't like that. Whenever I try to draw I just feel tired and weak and all of my drawings look ugly and wrong. I felt as though the magic that drawing once had faded away.

And that I made a big mistake by taking up Fine Arts for college.

Now the whole point of this journal entry isn't to say that I am quitting this account or that I am leaving university...I just wanted to let out all this feelings of frustration and stress, For all I know this maybe just a phase. I can't just quit after I have gone too far I know that. I was the one who chose this route and I have to face reality that there are some things that should have been thought of seriously.

But if I were given a chance to pick another route in life...I would take it.

And so ends my rambling and venting...I really haven't been productive this few months so I probably won't be submitting any deviation anytime soon, specially since my laptop hasn't been fixed. Yeah I know it's a new year and I should be happy about it but I don't know.

AWGAWD I hate being this sentimental and emotional...anyway thank you for reading mentlegen :iconcatloveplz:
  • Mood: Tired

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Gogowinter Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015
Do u know what the pewd dress up game is called
Grymmellte Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2015  Student General Artist
What do you mean?
KuroMadicchi Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Love your webcam XD
Grymmellte Featured By Owner May 23, 2014  Student General Artist
Oh thank you very much! :3
AnimatorAR Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the favorite.  Check out my gallery.  ^_^
Grymmellte Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2014  Student General Artist
You're welcome, and yes I will! :D
Nishipu Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013
:iconspazhugplz: thank you for the watch man! :iconyutasmileplz:
Grymmellte Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013  Student General Artist
No problem I really love you art~  Thanks for the watch.. :iconawwwplz:
Nishipu Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013
awwww thanks man! :icontuzkiblushplz: No prob!! Hope to see some more awesome art from you ! :icongaywinkplz:
ShininK Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the :+devwatch: :hug:
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